Turmoil

There's too much going on in my head today. Sometimes I wonder if it is really normal for me to be like this. Do all 20 something people think like this, act like this and behave like this? Over the years evaluation of self worth has suffered a huge blow. As I get older, I've begun to not only believe in myself lesser and lesser but regressed on the path of motivation. It should be the other way round. If I now go back to all the things I want to turn around, gosh I wouldnt know where to start. My life has become like the number line. Yes the zero in the centre of things is me!! but thank goodness I've managed to wriggle out of these musings in a rather humorous manner.

I dont know what I am cut out to do, most people know when they are 25. I would like to believe that I am a fast learner and can learn the ropes wherever I go but thats not an approach to life, thats an excuse. I want to make the most of the time I have now, but I am too lazy to. Wish someone just moved a wand now!